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Merika · 02-13-2005, 10:08 AM

Probably one of the most serious problems I have is when I feel choked by humanity. I can't relaxe because I've either got to drive somewhere, get something done, the phone will ring, someone will be at the door or SOMETHING. It goes on and on and won't stop.

This feeling comes in waves....and when I got thru one of them....it's the worst thing in the world. I get to where I can't breathe and I can't think. I wish there was a switch so you could shut life OFF for a little while.

I avoid making friends close up because it's just more people to drown in. I don't want a pill or therapy....what I want is to go sit in a cabin in the woods where not one single soul knows where I am.

02-13-2005, 10:08 AM	#1 (permalink)
Merika Retired Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Florida, USA Posts: 13,268	Dealing with my life Probably one of the most serious problems I have is when I feel choked by humanity. I can't relaxe because I've either got to drive somewhere, get something done, the phone will ring, someone will be at the door or SOMETHING. It goes on and on and won't stop. This feeling comes in waves....and when I got thru one of them....it's the worst thing in the world. I get to where I can't breathe and I can't think. I wish there was a switch so you could shut life OFF for a little while. I avoid making friends close up because it's just more people to drown in. I don't want a pill or therapy....what I want is to go sit in a cabin in the woods where not one single soul knows where I am.