I know what you mean, DA. I have recently bought a pack of cigs... my classmates smoke and it's a way to make some small talk with them.
Of course, I realised that I could easily make a cup of coffee go out and talk to them.
I usually smoke when I'm depressed and I know it's a **** stupid habit. I mean I didn't resist tempation all this years to act this stupid when I'm 24. Plus, I've started my new bc pills and smoking can trigger some nasty side effects.
IF you want to socialise more, DA, it's you, it's inside you need to look more. Maybe it's a bit more courage you need, maybe it's a bit more confidence. Smoking won't replace any of these, but will give you death...
Edited by Duke for language.
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