I have to admit I'm quite negative when it comes to relationships, although I am getting better. I have had only 1 real relationship in my life, the one with Shantelle that lasted for 6 years. We broke up some years ago and it left a very sour taste in my mouth.
At 24, I burst on the dating scene in full colors. I figured this whole dating thing was going to be easy as pie. Boy was I in for a shock. It took some time but I realized that its a joke. I quit trying so hard and its become easier.
I learnt if you put a woman on a pedestal your going to get walked on. I learnt that sex means nothing to many, people go out and get drunk, use their drunkness as the excuse and sleep around. You can't beat them so join them. I did.
I moved in with a girl last month. We have known each other for a few years and have become "friends with benefits". Perhaps it will lead to something more serious, it seems to already. Its very strange, I haven't lived with a woman since 6 years. We'll see how it goes....
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