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twinkle · 02-07-2005, 03:46 PM

We had a big fight yesterday after he left my house. So, Star, I think it was something in the air on Sunday.

What happened, what was said, who said it... who cares anymore?

DA was very perceptive. My bf accused me of never taking the initiative, I told him that each time I talked to him about that he'd get defensive and say he did't miss it all that much. Of course, he accused me of never doing anything. A answered that touching men against their will was not between my favourite things...

So Meanon was right too, 'cause we were both playing games. And we both lost.

So I asked him flat and squaire where he saw me on a long term, especially since I'm thinking about getting an internship outside France (lie, I've only thought about it for 5 minutes once, then I dropped it).

He told me I should go and not miss any chances I might have. My heart stopped.

I had a friend who got the scholarship to France the same time I did. During the summer holiday she fall inlove with a guy back home. It never worked out, but she confessed she would have quit her MAster (she got one in Belgium) if that guy would have told her to stay with him. I thought she was a total fool... Now I think I understood what she meant.

So I'm trying to think about this as cool as possible. He said the only thing he'd see that might come between us is distance. I am a bit confused about him. But not about me and where I'm heading

He said he is hoping I'd take him with me if I ever leave...

Don't really know what's the point in that... I have a difficult class tomorrow, so I'll get back to studying.

Thank you.

Twinkle

P.S. I stopped taking the pill for a month because it caused me some hormonal imbalance. I'll change it and still be on bc pills starting this week (I hope).

02-07-2005, 03:46 PM	#13 (permalink)
twinkle Veteran Member Join Date: Oct 2004 Posts: 2,255	We had a big fight yesterday after he left my house. So, Star, I think it was something in the air on Sunday. What happened, what was said, who said it... who cares anymore? DA was very perceptive. My bf accused me of never taking the initiative, I told him that each time I talked to him about that he'd get defensive and say he did't miss it all that much. Of course, he accused me of never doing anything. A answered that touching men against their will was not between my favourite things... So Meanon was right too, 'cause we were both playing games. And we both lost. So I asked him flat and squaire where he saw me on a long term, especially since I'm thinking about getting an internship outside France (lie, I've only thought about it for 5 minutes once, then I dropped it). He told me I should go and not miss any chances I might have. My heart stopped. I had a friend who got the scholarship to France the same time I did. During the summer holiday she fall inlove with a guy back home. It never worked out, but she confessed she would have quit her MAster (she got one in Belgium) if that guy would have told her to stay with him. I thought she was a total fool... Now I think I understood what she meant. So I'm trying to think about this as cool as possible. He said the only thing he'd see that might come between us is distance. I am a bit confused about him. But not about me and where I'm heading He said he is hoping I'd take him with me if I ever leave... Don't really know what's the point in that... I have a difficult class tomorrow, so I'll get back to studying. Thank you. Twinkle P.S. I stopped taking the pill for a month because it caused me some hormonal imbalance. I'll change it and still be on bc pills starting this week (I hope).