I took a few hours off, cried and now I feel better
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Thanks, Duke. I think it's the stress at school that's catching up with me.
Ok, tough question: I'm off my pills for a while now - less than a month. We used a condom once and wasn't a success - mainly, I think I was alergic to the spermicid on it.
My bf I think developped a phobia of condoms since then, he keeps remembering my being very uncomfortable with them, so... no sex for a month now.
He says he doesn't miss it all that much. It didn't bothered me either at first, but he stayed at my place for a week and nothing. I have to mention that at the beginning of the relationship we had used condoms and it was pretty much ok - I think he had used more expensive stuff, I have no idea.
And yes, Duke, we had fights over nothing, more and more the last few weeks.
I kinda feel rejected, 'cause all men were crazy about shaggin' me and I must say that I don't lack admirors. So... it bugs me big time. And I feel like revenging on him... stupid female things.
I know I don't create the most romantic amosphere with my stress and fights... I'm just plain unhappy right now. Spent the lousiest day together (and another boring night) too.
I'm sorry, I want that. Ok, I ain't no nympho, but hey, he ain't no Einstein either. I like to keep it simple. Sh!t!