Incompatibility
I think I'm incompatible with my bf. We're totally different about... everything (music, hobby, friends, lifestyle, interest, field of education, so on), but so far it's only brought us joy.
And the fact that we see eachother quite rarely; one day, two tops did help in keeping that mystery alive.
Last week he decided to come to my place and stay for more than 2 nights. I had a lot of work to do these days... well, it was weird. No, I didn't like it. I hated it to be honest. Loathed it.
We're about to celebrate one year soon and I start thinking about stuff like maybe we're both waisting our times. Sure, there's love, but right now, I'm pissed and don't feel too "lovey dovey".
I'm asking what's the point of stayin with someone if I don't honestely think I'll ever move in with him? I know that I shall change my mind, like I'll see him, some time will pass etc etc., love is in the air!
F*ck, I really don't like this!
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