there is cancer and heart attack death on my dad's side of the family and parkinsons on mymothers. I worry about all of that. Especially lung cancer since i am a smoker.
My sister in law's x mother in law just died of lung cancer about a week ago. It got me thinking and it's gotten me scared. I am actually, for the first time in my life, thinking about quitting smoking. I just don't know if I could do it without being a total B***h with people.
I'm seeing our doctor on monday for Erika's first needle

so I think i'll talk to her about it then and see if she can come up with a good plan for me quitting.