STRANGE BEHAVIOR
I think I have officialy gone nuts, in the last 24 hours I'll explian my behavior.
Last night I feel asleep about 9pm and had strange annoying dreams about clutter. I woke up laid awake in bed and started obsessing about the clutter in my house, my car, my home office, my work office it drove me nuts. I must have went back to sleep but woke up in my garage sorting laundry. Greg came in screaming at me at 2:00 am telling me to go to bed and stop making so much dammed noise. ( I don't remember getting out of bed, or how I got there.) so I started crying because it really freaked me out, got Noah in my room and locked the door.
this morning I was bringing my son to school, i have every day for 2 years I go the same route and everything. I got lost, seriously lost and I know this town like the back of my hand. I pulled over started sobbing collected my self and found my way back to his school, I drove 7 miles past the school. I was in such a daze that I almost caused 2 accidents and ran a red light without even thinking about it. Then I continued to go to work driving over the bridge witch I've done every day for 5 years and I gor spooked and became afraid of the bridge and the water :?
I don't know what to do, I am really freaked out about this and I don't know if I should see a shrink, my maternity doc, or If this is a sign of stress... SERIOUSLY what do you think? I'm real freaked out
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