OK Duke you can move in take care of my kids and pay my bills LMAO!! JK
Thanks for asking guys sorry I haven't been posting much it's very crazy around here we are preparing for tax season and trying to close all my holiday personal crap, get this pregnancy finances under controll ect.
Greg and I are actually doing extreamly well ( sorry Duke) We wen't away and had very long talks about how we are both feeling after the baby news and we are going to start working togeather instead of agianst eachother. I never tried to understand how he felt about the pregnancy I guess men usually go in to "plan it mode." So now things are good but who knws when he will have another "manic episode".
I am still not 100% happy about my decision to keep the baby, I am freaked out and worried because I just had it on easy street. I feel like I am compromising my career for the baby and I certinatly am. I just went on my 1st ever vacation with friends and that will NEVER happen again. I was just begining to spoil myself and Noah and life was WONDERFUL, I had investments, I had free time, I had a kick arse body, ( and alot of Rebelious but responsible partying left to do) but I know when I see the baby all these feelings will change and I won't regret it anymore. don't know if that made any sence or not.
i had to get a trainer so I don't get to fat :? I've already gained 7 pounds... got to eat better and excersize more.
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