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Hubby and I are the primary caregivers to Erika. Krystal cannot take the baby or she will be charged with kidnapping. Anyone else that takes the baby without our consent will be charged with kidnapping. That loser diddler jerk has no rights at all so if he even tries to do anything, he will go to prison for kidnapping also.

The first thing I have to do on Monday is call the children's aid worker to notify her that krystal is gone and doesn't live here anymore. We will probably have to go for full custody of Erika at some point unless Krystal changes soon (and we know that it happening too quickly if ever). I wrote an e-mail to Krystal's lawyer so he's fully aware of what's going on and he will notify the courts and anyone else involved. Erika goes for her first needle on the 10th and I'll be notifying our doctor as well.

I don't think Krystal will try to take the baby. I think she wants to live like she has no child. She was trying to do that when she was pregnant (pretending that she was only fat and not pregnant). I really don't think she'll try and take her. She doesn't have a house key and we are home all the time and with our dog, we'd know if someone was trying to break in. If that happens, the police are called immediately and she'll go to jail. I don't think she'll do that though. I don't think she wants to be a mom at this time so I'm really not worried about it right now.

Krystal's has screwed up major this time! I told my brother and he's totally disgusted in her (her godfather) and agrees that I should close the door to her coming back home. My whole family will be disgusted when they all hear about it and I'm sure they won't have much to do with her until she proves to get her act together while she's on her own. That could be years and years from now.

I'm very sad that I have to do this to krystal but what other choice do i have? if i don't, this is what she'll do always. can't have it! She's a very self-absorbed, selfish, greedy, coniving girl and it's not healthy to have her around Erika right now. Not to mention her brutal temper. It's very peaceful here right now and I do feel bad for even saying that it is, but it is. Doesn't mean that I stopped loving her or missing her because i didn't. i do miss her terribly and i do love her very much. She's my first baby girl. I'll always love and miss her but I don't have to put up with her crap anymore if i don't want to. That hurts us more then missing her does. Hopefully she'll grow up and come to her sences someday. When she does, I'll be there for her, not until then though.

She comes into a LOT of money when she turns 18. What she doesn't know is that she doesn't get it if I don't sign on the dotted line. Guess what? I'm NOT signing! She'll get her money when she matures and grows up. I don't see that happening in the next year and a half so no money for her. I might even be able to take over the trust fund when she's that age and set a new age....like 30!! She should be grown up by then! I hope!